So it's been years since my last relationship. #foreveralone #sadlyf3
And my friends wonder how I feel about being single.
I feel.. lonely. Like no one will ever love me and accept me for who I am.
I get kinda sort of a little jealous everytime I look at the happy couples around me.
Jk.
Tbh, I feel great. Free. I might be alone but I'm happy and I don't feel lonely.
I'm like.. problem-less.
Y'know, like I don't have to kill anyone whenever I get jealous after I figured out my boyfriend's dating or flirting some stupid hoes behind me when we're still together
(my jealousy level is litterally level 99).
I don't have to worry about my boyfriend's loyalty.
I don't have to worry whether he'll accept my flaws and when he saw all the bad in me,
I don't have to worry whether he'd still be with me despite all that.
I don't have to wonder if he's telling me the truth or lies.
I don't have to deal with any bullshits.
(I'm always being deniable about this: I do have trust issues.)
Well my point is, to me, being single is okay and I still prefer to stay single.
And some people also wonder what kind of guy is my type.
Frankly, I don't even have one. If I like him, I like him.
But.. tbh I'm easily attracted to tall guys idk why.
I do have crush(es). but it's always temporary. Since the day I broke up w my last boyfriend, whenever I like someone, it's never that deep for me to want that person to be my boyfriend.
Of course, it's nice to have someone to care about, or someone who cares about you.
But I'm still not ready to be in a relationship anyway.
They say, "Don't be in a relationship when you're lonely, but be in a relationship when you're ready".
Xx
