So you made a decision that won't hurt the person. But in the end, you realized you're the one hurting.
Hurting too much but no one realizes, except yourself.
You also realized that it's too late to save yourself from falling.
You know how it's gonna end, but deep inside, you're still hoping that someone would catch and save you from falling.
A saviour.
But, no one will ever come to save you.
You.. Yes, you're the only one who can save yourself from falling.
But why did you let yourself fall?
Maybe, it is better to just fall rather than rising up but eventually falls down in the end, again.
It's like you're drowning but you kept your eyes shut and let yourself drown..
You did not reach for help, because there's no one helping.
You're hopeless.
And pathetic.
And stupid.
And everything is absurd but they make sense.
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